Wednesday, August 18, 2010

sweet 16 ?? I don`t think so..

i hate my sweet 16...why? because i had a pounding headache,high temperature and no cake..and it also did not help that i cannot open my fast with my family during the so-called-big day.. it`s sad..i told my family it`s alright, but there was this nagging voice in my conscience trying to make me admit that it`s the worst birthday...besides,i miss dayana and syera a whole lot!!
on the bright side, i`ll be back home on 20th august and planning to spend my time wisely..not surfing all the time..ooohhh...and probably bake a batik cake!and maybe hangout with syera and dayana..

<3,anis

Sunday, July 25, 2010

I am not ready..

I`m not ready, I`don`t want to go back yet...
time, please go slower,try gliding instead of flying..
yours,anis

Thursday, June 10, 2010


my dad went to australia recently..can't avoid feeling a bit jealous,i mean, he's out there having an adventure in the outback...


i am practically homeless right now....i misses my room!!anyway,gotta go going to the movies! met syera and the others yesterday and realiy can't wait for wednesday....

Thursday, May 27, 2010

PB,PB,PB,PB,PB,PB,PB,PB

hey guys, i'm back !!=> after 7 weeks of isolation behind seseri walls...i'm practically jumping in the car the minute the I leave the school compound.Sadly, how good PB (pulang bermalam)sounds...I have tons of good and unfortunately unpleasant stuff to do.
LIST OF STUFF TO DO DURING PB:
  1. 10 hour straight of internet surfing..(seriously,i need this...)
  2. buy new books,I am a self-proclaimed bookworm.
  3. try catching up with my friends.
  4. TV(simple as that)
  5. a pair of 400++ words english and BM essays...uuugggghhhh!!!
  6. a poster(i'm not artistic!!)
  7. and a scrapbook about 'tahap penggunaan bil air dan elektrik di kawasan anda' if you think about it,logically,how should we know? this year, most of our life are in seseri...TENSION!!

maybe this supposed PB is short but, it's a gift and i'm never gonna let some piece of paper with flowery letters on it ruin my holiday..NO, NEVER!! i'm living my life...

p/s: to my friends of SMKLK I MISS YOU GUYS!! <3

Friday, April 16, 2010

blogging in SESERI y'all !!

it's friday,
i'm blogging in SESERI !!! LOL!!

Monday, March 15, 2010

random thoughts, random thoughts, random thoughts...

sekarang nie kita tak tahu nak tulis ape, nak buat ape(walaupun homework ade lagi tu yang tak siap), so.. to kill the time, I will write everything that came to my mind ;

  • babies- I am not good with children...believe me but I cannot help looking at babies they are so cute, chubby, and adorable. Even the twins will make their funny expressions at the sight of babies and even them admits that they're don't go well with children.
  • seniors- I somehow suprise even myself that I actually genuinely, purely respected the form 5 in SESERI(nama batch form 5 kat SESERI ialah Bellatrix..cool gilekan?)
  • cheya kechik- budak nie la yang selalu kite ingat x tahu kenapa, maybe because dia going through the same thing as I am and sempat lagi cerita kat blog dia...takla rase macam i'm alone experiencing it..(p/s.; kecik kalo u tgh baca jgn kembang SGT !!hehehe)
  • SMKLK- it's been already a month I left this big part of my adolescent life , tipulah kalau cakap kite benci nak tinggalkan sekolah nie sbb sebagai remaja nakla merasa benda lain yang ditawarkan dalam hidup(ceh..) sedih berbaur pilu bila dapat tahu event macam kursus pengawas korang da lalui tanpa kite...tambahan lagi korang cakap best sangat...lepas nie semakin banyak kita akan lalui tanpa korang and SMKLK tanpa kite..
  • Glee- tv dekat sekolah teramatlah pathetic and then ikut timing pulak tu! kalau lebih je masa, tiba2 je gelap because it's time out!so..jgn tanya papepun pasal tv dekat kita!! the last thing kita tahu pasal glee ialah kurt buat quinn mengandung tapi quinn bagitahu finn baby tu baby finn and then finn kene tampar ngan rachel sbb ditipu oleh finn and ...that's it I think..(whew, tulis x berhenti nie... gile kan?)
  • Harry Potter- in case korang x tahu kita ialah diehard fan of the series, and yeah... HP kan sentiasa pop in my head in weird and sometimes appropriate timing.hehehe.

therefore that conclude everything that currently in my head and thnks sbb dengan sabarnya membaca post yang tak sepanjang amalina or se-witty cheya kechik.

love,

anis

Saturday, February 13, 2010

My Day As A SESERI-an..

  • 5.00 a.m -the minute I woke up, I thought bout how my mom woke me up and think bout what am I gonna look forward to at SMKLK.. NOT..how I am gonna get fastest to the bathroom so 'takyah nak berebut'.
  • 6.00 a.m- everyone in my dorm(onci 4) started doing dorm duty. Last Friday wat duty tandas..(hey..bukan cuci tandas kay) cuma tengok2 sket jew..tapi duty paling susah gila beng2 dan cabar keimanan ialah duty tegang cadar...nauzubillah kene tegang gila smpi kalo baling duit syiling atas cadar duit tu melantun barula dikatakan tegang..
  • 7.30-2.30 p.m-sekolah baru abes...masa cikgu sebok terangkan bende apetah kat depan, my mind wander 'what the hell are my friends doing back there?'mesti tgh best tido after a hard day's study..me? after balik sek, turun ke dorm, makan, angkat baju kering(kalo lambt angkat kene buang dlm tong sampah), tukar baju prep,solat berjemaah and tepat 3.30 p.m kene naek atas blk sek.
  • 3.30-4.30 p.m- prep selama satu jam, personally I think x cukup gila sbb mase tgh sedap wat homework, budak seblah I tetibe tanya,' yasmin(nickname baru sbb ramai sgt anis) awak x nak blik kew? da abes prep da nie..'I begrudgingly simpan la balek h/w yg bertimbun dlm locker dgn harapan sempat gila buat waktu mlm..
  • 4.30-5.30 p.m-haha..part nie cam AGAK best sbb kitorang dpt beriadah..masa permulaan thn ini, byk audition dadakan seperti audition bahas,hoki,sidang redaksi e.t.c. Last Friday I went to the hockey audition, it was fun while it lasted but, I don't see any future in this sport..I am planning to join the speech audition..kalo terpilih dapatla merit utk diri sendiri dan rumah and improvekan my confidence and social skills..
  • 5.30-6.10 p.m-balik ke dorm dengan muka merah(penat sbb panas),satisfied atau malu gila kerana hasil drpd audition yg diadakan sebentar tadi and then bergegas ke tandas utk mandi and pki baju kurung biase...yes, people sekarang nie I admit yg I selesa pakai baju kurung mungkin kerana lebih drpd 12 jam pki baju nie kita pun da biase kot..
  • 6.20 p.m- kitorang dgn wangi2 lepas mandi, beratur di luar dewan makan berbekalkan sepasang sudu dan garfu utk dinner beradab..rules; a) masuk x bole seret kasut. b) duduk x bole seret kerusi. c) makan sudu dan garfu x bole berbunyi SANGAT.. d) dan yg plg menarik sekali, mase kitorang makan, akak pengawas akan pasangkan lagu2 up-to-date utk meriahkan sket suasana..
  • 7.30- 9.00p.m- *sigh* waktu nie la plg annoying sekali, it depends on luck krn sek kami gunakan air tangki therefore jika digunakan excessively, akn abes, dan memandangkan kitorang nie anak dara, mandi tu lama la sikit..jadi kalau air x cukup utk amek wuduk, beratur panjang sayup2 memandang, kat satu paip pathetic extra yang digunakan utk' in case of emergency' mcm nie. Semasa menunggu azan isy'a berkumandang akak2 imtiaz (badan agama SESERI) akan pasangla lagu2 nasyid kitorang pun disebabkan da lama sgt x dgr MTV pun joinla bagai nak rak nyanyi . satu mlm tu, berkumandang la lagu nasyid berbunyi,

'indahnya jika kita dapat bersama hidup selalu gembira di akhirat sana,'

hatiku segera tersentuh, mataku berair dan teringat memori sms kursus pengawas tahun lepas kitorang nyanyi lagu nie ramai2 sambil berpelukan ...akak sebelah pun cepat2 peluk I sbb ingat I homesick padahal teringat korang...akak2 kat sini baik2 sgt nampak je mata merah cepat2 tny 'adek okay ke?' wah...terharu!

  • 9.00-11.00p.m- kitorang frantically siapkan h/w yg diberikan cikgu x terbayang lambakannya...masyallah rindulah dgn korang2 hny tuhan yg tahu...tp..bila abes je waktu prep waktu nak jln blk ke dorm trpandang skyline kl yg indah...lagila teringat korang yg mesti rase cool gila..tambahan lagi jika jln balik ngan hafizah mcm2 dia teringat pasal korang...
  • 11.00-12.00p.m-masuk dorm dan ade perjumpaan dorm jap.. after 11.30, lights OUT !!and kdg2 terpandang dlm gelap tu adela yg pasang lampu suluh pegang buku utk belajar...ish...perasaannya x terbayang..dan bersiap sedia utk keesokannya dan kronologinya berulang-ulang..

p/s; juz because it's me who leaving, doesn't mean it's me whom forgetting...it's hard...new people,new environment, new and sometimes ridiculous rules and the only comforting thought is my family and best friends ..

p/s/s; sorry for the 'rojak language' and grammar errors..

Thursday, January 28, 2010

5 random things bout my friend dayana...


  1. WAS a linkin park fan.
  2. USED to be a slipknot fanatic.
  3. currently 'alice in chains' is her favourite metal band( don't ask!)
  4. the only person I know who knows everything and anything bout metal. literally! ask her anything about some metal bands.
  5. people HATES her guts !!( way to go dan!!)

p.s Dan , this is a tribute to you from me .

p.s.s Dan, if you hate this pic...I don't care .. cos I like it !! ( sorry..being saucy for awhile..hehe)

-anis-

Friday, January 22, 2010

the ending of my first beginning




My father had once told me that somehow friendships will change, it is either drifting apart or you just have to made a difficult decision that made friendships drift apart...I know that one day this kind of thing will happen between me and my friends, but surely i never thought it will be so soon...it happened that Friday morning when the most of my worries are how to get back to my brother for being such prat last night.. as i came out of my reverie i noticed that Dan(shortened for dayana) my dear friend had this sort of glee look in her eyes as if she was holding the biggest secret in the world and she came up to me and said`Anis, guess what? ko dapat asrama seri puteri!!' at that precise moment as if reflex i screamed drawing some attention to some girls whom at first chatting about some boys they are seeing and completely oblivious to the surrounding .
I do not know what i suppose to feel right now...at first when I heard the news I was elated to know out of thousands I was picked!! right now...it's just confusing at how i should feel..




  • a) excited, because the prospect of new environment seems like the right tonic to make your 'feel like this-thing-is-never-gonna-change' mood is gone.


  • b) terrified, at the thought of leaving the your family whom you depends greatly even though they never knew how much, the home cooked meal of your mother or your grandma,the solace you found whenever you alone in your room, you will even miss all the pranks you used to pull on your siblings.


  • c) sad, because remembering at all the jokes you used to share with your friends and knowing it won't ever be the same again.


remembering all this made me think that I sometimes take everything for granted.. never somehow tried to step back a little bit and appreciated what has God given to me. To my friends good luck to you all wherever you are cos I have every bit of faith in you that you are gonna be successful in whatever decision you choose..-ciao-



anis

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

p.s

p/s; the pic above is my mst fave...it looks so cool..lol

hey..(awkward silence..)

A bright and sunshiny hello to all fellow bloggers out there (crickets sound)...it maybe sound stupid but the reason i even create this blog is because a certain someone coughkecikcough sounds sOOO frickinly cool on her frickinly cool blog!! as i was reading her "train of thought" my subconcious mind kept nudging me to post my own thoughts as i am VERY unarticulate(is that even a word?) with my words... sooo instead of embarassing myself by telling people my lame jokes or dumb stories why dont just post it on a blog?? you people can comment and i wont even care!! (phssh..belagak mcm popular sgt org nak comment)..i will try to update my blog with (interesting??)stories as i do befriend so-called-drama queens.....hasta la vista babes....
-anis-